Confidence in God's ability

Hey fam! So due to reorg @ my job I am on a new team. I have been lacking confidence ever since. I did not even recognize it until I was speaking with Kenya and Tan yesterday.

Tan was telling me about how God gave her a scripture, Hebrews 10:35-39 yesterday. I told her my situation and I was like this scripture is for me too. I thank God for Kenya's encouragement yesterday. It is so important to have people around you who keep you in the faith.

God is so good because He equipped me for this job over 7 years ago. I worked on my Master of Science degree from 1999 - 2002. I learned about what was considered at that time Advanced Technologies and eCommerce. I have the foundation and now is the time to build upon it. Technology changes so much it becomes so difficult to keep up.

I got frustrated because I kept thinking about having to learn so much in a short period of time and not being able to deliver. Sometimes I ask God, how in the world did I even get picked for this award and this assignment, I don't know anything? Sometimes I feel like the weak link on the team with nothing to offer but encouragement. This lack of confidence started to paralyze me and second guess myself.

This is all self-defeating talk. This is NOT what God wants me to say. He equipped me to do a job and He will continue to put resources in my path. It is up to ME to use them.

Today I am so thankful that God knows my end at the beginning. I thank Him for giving me confidence in Him so that I can rest and know that all things work for the good of them that love Him.

These are EXCITING times in technology and I just need to continue to work in excellence right where I am.